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I am the captain of my ship

I have been drama free for almost two months now.

And I am so fucking excited.

No more of this relationship crap. No more people trying to make me feel better because they think that I am slipping... It's all good now.

But it took a while to get here.

*Sighs* I'm happy now... Right? It's confusing sometimes, I don't know whether or not I should be happy, because I still loose a friend here or there... Which is really unfair, and I can't seem to justify it... I should get some work done... Now...







What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results]




~*~Result nr 12~*~

Your power is: The ability to breathe under water


Explanation: When swimming, you don't need to get up and take a new fresh breath since you take in oxygen from the water. This allows you to stay in the water as much as you'd like. In good purposes it can save drowning victims. In evil purposes it can help you drag down a person to the depths and have them drowned. This power helps you escape the world, if even for a bit, since you have grown to despise it so much.
You have been a beaten dreamer with aspirations crushed. Now you try to control your hopes because you don't want to get hurt again. You feel there is no hope for you in the future and have no real goals. But unlike the Controller of Time you do still feel, even if it's mostly negative emotions. You have few friends, if any, and feel you are unable to speak about your troubles. And unlike the Transformer, you don't feel happiness nowadays. All seems to be filled despair whereever you go and you are bitter becaue the world has failed you. It didn't turn out the way you wanted it too and you feel betrayed. It is also likely the feeling of betrayal comes from past relationships where you were left alone in the end.
Negative aspects: Since you are highly depressed and not letting out your emotions properly there is a possibility for cutting, to let the emotions out. Also, if the feeling of despair grows to strong you might consider taking your life.


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Recovering from food coma.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE U..
1-Did you kiss anyone?
Yes.

3-Are you going to kiss someone when the ball drops?
I'm not planning on it.

4-Did you lose any friends?
Yes I did. And... Now... Thinking back on it... I'm thinking it was for the better.

5-Did you gain any friends?
Yes, and they are wonderful.

6-Did you do something new?
Yea. I went out drinking with a few friends for a change.

7-Will you be going into the new year with a Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
No. But... there's always hope. ^_^

8-Did you change?
Yes, and for the better.

9-Are you happy with the year over all?
Absolutely. I have my life back.

10-Whats the best thing that happened to you?
I'll get back to you on that.

11-Did you fall in or out of love?
Maybe a little of both.

12-Are you happy the years almost over?
Didn't you already ask this question? Yes motherfucker.

13-Are you going to change something about yourself next year?
Hopefully the amount of weight I loose.

14-Do you think 2008 will be a better year then 2007?
I think so, yes.

20-Did you go on a summer vacation?
Hmmmm... No.

21-Did you lie to your parents?
Yep yep.

22-Did you get into a fight?
Fuck yes.

23-Did you leave the country?
Yes.

24-Did u have a good birthday?
It was satisfactory.

25-Did anyone in your family get married?
Always.

26- did you get any taller?
No. I got thinner.

27-Did you dye your hair?
Yesh. Burgandy. I wanna be black again though.

26-Who did you talk on the phone with most?
Denis. lol. I dunno!

29-Did anyone sing to you?
Edmunds. lol.

30-Did you sing to anyone?
Edmunds. Lol.

31-Did anyone tell you they loved you?
Almost everyone.

32-Did you ever go to the hospital?
A few times.... I'd rather not remember.

33-What did you drink and eat the most?
Coke, Pepsi, Pasta!!! Yum yums. And many many falaffels...

34-Did you change your top atleast 8 times?
Yeah.

35-Did you change your profile over 10 times?
Probably added books I read. *GEEK*

36-Did you change your default atleast 20 times?
Yep!

37-Did you get a tattoo?
I got 2.

38-Did you vote?
For what? *Not registered*

39.Are You Goin To Make New Years Resolution?
Probably, I won't stick to it.

40-Did you stick to your new years resolution from last year?
I don't think I had one...

41. Think you'll fall in love with someone in 2008?
Oh who knows. To a certain extent, I'm sure I will.

42. where will you be when the ball drops?
With my mommy. That or Ash's wedding.

43. Do you think you will make new friends in 2008?
I certainly hope so.

44. Are you hoping to meet someone special in 2008?
I already have.

45. How do you feel, now that another year has passed you by?
Older, more experienced, excited for what's to come.

>>You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING
unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule 3: T/F
Only answer with True or False.

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends? True
Q: Been arrested? True
Q: You loved someone? True
Q: Held a snake? True
Q: Been suspended from school? True
Q: Sat on a roof top? True
Q. Been in a pool with all your clothes on? True
Q: Broken a bone? True
Q: Shaved your head? True
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Shot a gun? True
Q: Donated Blood? True

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Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with?
Jennifer, Johnny, Karina and Sheena.

2. You texted?
Jen.

3. You were in a car with?
Jennifer, Sheena, Karina and Johnny.

4. Went to the movies with?
My mom.

5. Went to the mall with?
Sonia.

6. You talked on the phone with?
Jennifer

7.You Dated?
*Coughs* Did it just get freezing cold in here?

8. You messaged on myspace?
Sonia.

9.Person to annoy you?
Um... I'll get back to you on that one.

10. Spent the night with?
No comment.

11. You talked to?
My moms.

12.You kissed?
A stranger. Lol. I'm kidding!!!!

13. You hugged?
Jennifer

15. Who hit you?
I think it was Crysten.

WHICH WOULD YOU RATHER?
1. Eat or drink?
Drink.

2. Be serious or be funny?
Funny

3. Have money or love?
Love

4. Live forever or die young?
Live forever.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Do you want to get married? Yes I do.
2. Are you single? Kinda. Lol.
3. Do you like someone? Yes.
4. Does someone like you? I can only hope.
5. Have you gotten mad at someone today? Nope. But the day is young yet.
6. What is your current mood? Achy. But other than that, relatively calm.

IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? *Cough*
2. Been hugged by someone? Yes, I like hugs.
3. Held hands with someone? Yes.

Dreams pass me by in the darkness

I work in a bookstore... Why is there so much drama?

Please read...

For Whom the Bell Tolls... A sad tale of death, heroism... And lossCollapse )

Thanks:

To everyone who wished me a happy birthday!

Love you!

And now... Intermission.

Happy Birthday to me...

No one called me...

No one left me a text message...

And no one emailed me...

Or contacted me...

To wish me a happy birthday....

And that makes me so sad....

Very sad.

I'm eating a weenie on a fork...

Because I have a craving.... AHHHH.... Yummmm....

Been a long time gone

It seems that I have been away from my beloved LJ for far too long. And since I am currently at home, I thought I would catch everyone up on my life thus far...

Well. That's it.

Nothing.

Nada.

Zip.

My life is no more interesting than that of a fruit bat.

I have started college... a REAL college. I'm currently the newest student of the University Of California Los Angeles... That's right ladies and gentleman, you're looking at the newest guinea pig of UCLA!!! And I am excited as pie. Or whatever that saying is.

I've missed being on here, and I hope that everyone is doing fabulously. As for me, I must get ready for school, seeing as how it's a 1 hour 30 minute drive.

Ja mata!

Hi everyone!!!

I just wanted to wish everyone a......

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

It's that time again!!!

Oh yes..... CHRISTMAS CARD TIME!!!!!

IF YOU WANT A CARD FROM YOURS TRULY, GIMME YO ADDRESS!!!!

(Comments will be screened, so no one else will see them.)

YAYAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Christmas is here again!!!!

I'm a bad girl apparently....